Bugging my mind

Greetings people.

I just felt like writing so here am I. Tried to sleep but couldn’t stop thinking just now so bringing stuff down here so it’s not bugging my mind anymore.

When one is none? But we got our current ego how can the one become one again and change to something?

Thru moving in the moment? But this moving is kinda hard. Think these downs have to happen, otherwise no movement and no change would happen.

But still it’s kinda annoying, especially because I get angry at myself when realizing things which I should have noticed before.
I mean what is this?

Just gonna live with it, I guess. hahaha

Well that’s it. Just some thoughts coming up, didn’t want to write everything.

 

Enjoy your time and breath deep guys.

brealche

Still in the moment

Greetings people.

I’m currently just letting life flow, accepting people, things coming in and going when they want. Not really clinging to anything, nor to myself or any other. Going with what emotion comes and observing it.

I hope you’re all doing fine.

I got involved in some interesting topics and people. I will also publish some artworks by the end of this week.

If I’m more into the new topics the I’ll have some posts for you.

I’m still on my medition and on my way doing the excercises. Will take a while I guess until a new part will be posted.

I also quit my job and preparing myself for a journey around. To find myself in the world haha.

Til the next post, cya around

Breath deep and enjoy yourself.

brealche

🙂

Walking past gains momentum

Walking the path I walked in the past.

The universe and all is one.

Funny to see how everything changes.

You could say the environment only changes because of you

And the you is only changing because of the environment.

Without the you, the self, the observing mind.

Nothing can be observed.

So you can observe nothing by not observing. Haha

This is all so paradox but logic in a sense.

It’s probably really like that.

That without the constant vibration of your body and energy.

You wouldn’t exist at all, but would exist everywhere.

 

Don’t know if you can grasp the thought, but I hope you do because I’m tired.

 

Breath deep. Namaste.

 

brealche

Moonshine, sitting on a tree

I feel the solid branch of the tree supporting my back.

Perfectly fit for me.

Laying in the tree crown.

While the moon shines in Libra.

Weighing thoughts out.

Thoughts created by attaching to the physical world.

Attach emotions to it.

Have not been really aware of it.

Not as I do now.

I’m different from yesterday.

What am I? Who wants to know, someone asked from behind.

Not found an answer yet.

I’m just me.

With memories and thoughts that grow dim.

Building the root.

For the now.

What will I be tomorrow?

Different from now..

What is this all?

 

Enjoy the morning, night and day, wherever you are..

Breath deep the air, hold the wish to live, to manifest.

Give it away exhaling long and slow so it can come back.

Once again.

brealche

 
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Purposeful will

Greetings people,

As promised here comes the third, I told that I would post a part every week but I took  a bit longer for this part of the programme. But glad I took my time experiencing it fully.

For me I came to realize it even more that our thoughts are cause of our experiences which are the effect. The individual being is acting on the universal. So thought is cause and experience effect, while action is the one connecting them both.

So therefore negative thought isn’t getting you anywhere, complaining about conditions as they have been or as they doesn’t matter it rests with you change them, what you would like them to be.

Direct your effort to your mental resources which are always at your command and from which all real and lasting power comes.

Just persist in this way and come to the realizing fact that there can be no failure in the accomplishment of any proper object in life. Understand that the mind-forces are ever ready to lend themselves to persistent and purposeful will, this is to crystallize thought and desire into actions, events and conditions.

It’s like with every movement you’re learning, if you take martial-arts for example. Doing a kick or a specific technique once won’t  do it at all. You must practice, a thousand times only to learn how to use it, then to master it another thousand times and so on and so on. But why is it like this? Imagine the movement like a conscious thought, you need to act upon this a thousand times just like the kick the so it becomes an automatic movement and passes into the realm of the subconscious mind the solar plexus. It is necessary for is handling all the things we need in our daily life so the conscious mind the brain is freed from these detail and advance to still other activities to learn grow more.

The solar plexus is the point where all energy is meeting, it’s life itself there is no limit to the amount of life and individual may generate from this solar centre, because it is connected with the universal.

When you understand and realize this, you have found a source of power within yourself with which you can take care of any situation in life which may develop.

So to start our next exercise, not only sit perfectly still in meditation and have an overview over your thoughts but also try starting to relax, let go of all the tension you have, this will remove the pressure on your nerves. It will enable the blood to circulate freely to and from the brain and body. Because tension leads to abnormal mental activity of the mind or mental unrest, it produces worry,care, fear and anxiety.

Pleasant thought expands it, unpleasant thought lets the solar plexus our muscle contract, that’s where tension is created.

Relax your body, the body is the mirror of our conscious and subconscious.

I think a good example to make it clearer is to look at why people like getting massaged or doing sport or any sort of physical practice everything can be like meditation, especially when their mind is not at rest, the body mirrors it. You can relax your mind not only through the mind itself but through the body you can relax your mind. Sometimes it can be easier done through body exercise when your mind won’t let you rest.

So hope you can follow my words. 🙂 If not you’re free to ask.

Breath deep, be grounded. Let your thoughts float. Relax your body.

Namaste

brealche

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The mind

Greetings people.

As you’ve probably mastered observing your thoughts and your mind.

Here some questions for you and the next step is following.

What are the two modes of mental activity?

Upon what do ease and perfection depend?

What is the value of the subconscious?

What are some of the functions of the conscious mind?

How has the distinction between the conscious and subconscious been expressed?

What method is necessary in order to impress the subconscious?

What will be the result?

What is the result of the operation of this law?

What names has been given to this law?

How is the law stated?

Meanwhile some things I notice for myself. The longer I mediate the more awake I become. It’s like giving and taking, a cycle between my mind, my body and probably my soul. Sitting itself is not exhausting but it’s also not not exhausting, but in that state of mindfulness, you see everything as it is and accept it. When you’re body is trembling you focus on another thought and the trembling is still there but the attention shifted. Or you’re fully in your mind just by taking your attention to your breathing.

There is so much more to this. When explaining this kind of stuff it’s hard like to describe a picture beauty to someone else. I would like to show you the picture but I’m only able to tell it by words and you’re probably can come close to what I want to show you or you’re not understanding it at all and it makes no sense to you. Especially when I’m not willing to explain it all to you, haha, but I think the less clearer the thing I say or want to show you. The more you’re thinking about it.

Peace. Breath deep. Namaste

brealche
🙂

 

 

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Greetings people.

I just meditated and thought about bringing down some thought I had and looked at the time here it’s 10:10 pm, haha really funny. So probably a sign that I’m on the right way where I’m and what I’am. So what am I? An ego-guardian, human, a divine god or everything waiting and observing the data coming in bringing the data in a formation, a pattern which I learned through observing. But since pattern are learned I can manipulate the data, the pattern in this world.

Does that only include my own thoughts and body? Or could it be there is more to that? For example the “reality”, our surrounding that which surrounds us is reflecting us? We’re a reflection of our self, we’re ripples, energy being pushed around, thinking we are  important but we’re just human, we still haven’t really understood. Reflecting reflection of reflection, like a wave, a sound, in -and exhaling, life and death, a cycle, continuing patterns, repeating/reflecting, till we really understand it’s nature.

Without senses there is nothing or not?

When there is nothing around what are we reflecting nothing or everything?

But well, for  me some things/nothings don’t have to be really understood by this analytical mind, more by the unconscious one or is it conscious, here by itself? Haha so paradoxical somehow.

Peace. Breath deep. Namaste _/{}\_

brealche

🙂

 

Quote ‘3’

“The word ‘person’ comes from the Latin word ‘persona’, which referred to the masks worn by actors in which sound would come through. The ‘person’ is the maskーthe role you’re playing. And all your friends and relations and teachers are busy telling you who you are and what your role in life is.” ~Alan Watts

Greetings people.

I totally agree with this quote, that’s exactly the reason why I kind of struggle now when leaving this mask behind. Letting myself be seen.

Currently I have such an insight to all things concerning me.

How I become what I’am and not what I’am, I let my little self be fooled by the surroundings back then and closed myself of this world and put on a mask. So that everyone appreciate me and accepts me instead of me accepting and appreciating myself.

I think I’m kind of repeating myself with my posts but I don’t care I write what’s on my mind and it’s for me it’s like I’m trying to convince myself. I still can’t believe it really, got some work to do.

It’s just so funny to see this in the now in this moment.

Breath deep. Peace

brealche

Rising high

The most beautiful flower will blossoms in a swamp.

Greetings people.

Hope your all fine and healthy.

I have been sick this week but healed myself with thinking differently always wanted to try that and somehow it worked I didn’t take any prescribed medicine the doctor told me to.

The first few days I just sounded like Darth Vader, my head felt so heavy and I felt no energy in doing anything. I wish I had talked a bit more to feel the power, haha.

So what I did was: eating less heavy food since I’m on my way to create my own healthy vegan lifestyle and I’m holding pretty good onto that path I just had some fruits a day. Indeed I lost some weight within these days but it’s not like lost means that I’ll never gain these pounds back again. I’m starting to eat better again so I think next week I’ll be able to train again.

What I also did was analyzing and reflecting what I did or what I thought in past or what was still present but maybe unconscious. And well guess what I found some issues, what else to expect.

Curios about what those issues could be?

One was the way I always tried to attain certain things trying to get the optimal solution or maybe perfect, but which indeed did not exist, and I would probably end up investing less in myself and more in others.

Let me ask you who is the most important person for yourself?

It is yourself. Invest less in others and more in yourself man.

Second was the way I just let my old habits and old thoughts take over a situation which I couldn’t handle first. It happens naturally I know it’s like when your PC is crashing your starting it in safe mode, all unnecessary task will be deactivated. So your running on survival mode your brain shuts down and your doing stupid stuff.

You’re not in control of yourself but you would be able to control everything? OK, have fun.

Third is the way I always express myself in front myself and others.

How can you express yourself when you try attaining anything with solution which are “perfectly” thought out and you got all your habits doing whatever they like?

I can tell you there is no way to express yourself truly, when your doing that.

The reason is you are definitely not in the moment and you are not fine by yourself. Leave the control be and be controlled, know yourself and accept yourself and aware of every moment.

Maybe I forgot some issues or points who have been on my mind, but that doesn’t matter as long as you grasp what I wanted to tell you.

Breath in deep. Thank you for reading, I appreciate it.

 

I am

Feeling fine.

Feeling like expressing myself.

Feeling my deep breath.

Feeling alive.

Peace and enjoy life.

brealche

🙂