Woaah, what is this?

Greetings people.

Yesterday just confirmed that I’m getting what I wish for. It’s really fun how the dots of the post moments connect to the now.

So when I’m not on the right “track” it’s probably still the right track, eventhough one is thinking it is not. But it’s maybe something you wish for yourself to happen to experience that experience. So things are getting funny right now, starting to roll down the hall.

 

Keep on breathing deep and improving yourself.

Your potential isn’t measurable don’t let it get distracted by unnecessary, but if you do it’s necessary haha, so be it. Don’t fit into any pattern given by any other than yourself and yourself is probably not that what you think it is, because most of the thoughts and idea are from other people, it’s kind of a fact that one is made of the environment they’re in, family, friends, society, but it’s up to oneself to decide. It’s not only up to oneself but also a responsibility to do so.

PS: Humans are so strange, haha. Some don’t know who they are, when nobody is showing them or giving them tools for the mind to find out.

See you around.

brealche

 

 

Bugging my mind

Greetings people.

I just felt like writing so here am I. Tried to sleep but couldn’t stop thinking just now so bringing stuff down here so it’s not bugging my mind anymore.

When one is none? But we got our current ego how can the one become one again and change to something?

Thru moving in the moment? But this moving is kinda hard. Think these downs have to happen, otherwise no movement and no change would happen.

But still it’s kinda annoying, especially because I get angry at myself when realizing things which I should have noticed before.
I mean what is this?

Just gonna live with it, I guess. hahaha

Well that’s it. Just some thoughts coming up, didn’t want to write everything.

 

Enjoy your time and breath deep guys.

brealche

Moonshine, sitting on a tree

I feel the solid branch of the tree supporting my back.

Perfectly fit for me.

Laying in the tree crown.

While the moon shines in Libra.

Weighing thoughts out.

Thoughts created by attaching to the physical world.

Attach emotions to it.

Have not been really aware of it.

Not as I do now.

I’m different from yesterday.

What am I? Who wants to know, someone asked from behind.

Not found an answer yet.

I’m just me.

With memories and thoughts that grow dim.

Building the root.

For the now.

What will I be tomorrow?

Different from now..

What is this all?

 

Enjoy the morning, night and day, wherever you are..

Breath deep the air, hold the wish to live, to manifest.

Give it away exhaling long and slow so it can come back.

Once again.

brealche

 
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Purposeful will

Greetings people,

As promised here comes the third, I told that I would post a part every week but I took  a bit longer for this part of the programme. But glad I took my time experiencing it fully.

For me I came to realize it even more that our thoughts are cause of our experiences which are the effect. The individual being is acting on the universal. So thought is cause and experience effect, while action is the one connecting them both.

So therefore negative thought isn’t getting you anywhere, complaining about conditions as they have been or as they doesn’t matter it rests with you change them, what you would like them to be.

Direct your effort to your mental resources which are always at your command and from which all real and lasting power comes.

Just persist in this way and come to the realizing fact that there can be no failure in the accomplishment of any proper object in life. Understand that the mind-forces are ever ready to lend themselves to persistent and purposeful will, this is to crystallize thought and desire into actions, events and conditions.

It’s like with every movement you’re learning, if you take martial-arts for example. Doing a kick or a specific technique once won’t  do it at all. You must practice, a thousand times only to learn how to use it, then to master it another thousand times and so on and so on. But why is it like this? Imagine the movement like a conscious thought, you need to act upon this a thousand times just like the kick the so it becomes an automatic movement and passes into the realm of the subconscious mind the solar plexus. It is necessary for is handling all the things we need in our daily life so the conscious mind the brain is freed from these detail and advance to still other activities to learn grow more.

The solar plexus is the point where all energy is meeting, it’s life itself there is no limit to the amount of life and individual may generate from this solar centre, because it is connected with the universal.

When you understand and realize this, you have found a source of power within yourself with which you can take care of any situation in life which may develop.

So to start our next exercise, not only sit perfectly still in meditation and have an overview over your thoughts but also try starting to relax, let go of all the tension you have, this will remove the pressure on your nerves. It will enable the blood to circulate freely to and from the brain and body. Because tension leads to abnormal mental activity of the mind or mental unrest, it produces worry,care, fear and anxiety.

Pleasant thought expands it, unpleasant thought lets the solar plexus our muscle contract, that’s where tension is created.

Relax your body, the body is the mirror of our conscious and subconscious.

I think a good example to make it clearer is to look at why people like getting massaged or doing sport or any sort of physical practice everything can be like meditation, especially when their mind is not at rest, the body mirrors it. You can relax your mind not only through the mind itself but through the body you can relax your mind. Sometimes it can be easier done through body exercise when your mind won’t let you rest.

So hope you can follow my words. 🙂 If not you’re free to ask.

Breath deep, be grounded. Let your thoughts float. Relax your body.

Namaste

brealche

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Strange dream

Greetings people.

today I really got a strange dream and I’m thinking about what this dream/my unconsciousness wanted to tell. I think I got the message but see for yourself and maybe leave a comment.

Well it started in a town where I have been sometime before in my dreams. I followed a friend of mine a house. When I entered the building I saw normal stairways, my friend walked so fast it was hard to follow. After a few steps the surrounding changed, it looked like in Harry Potter, stairways in all direction, no gravity. My friend did some parkour moves and left me. I somehow was then sitting on the windowsill and could look down. I would have been fallen down when I moved and who knows where that would have ended.
So I looked down and saw a brown bear, also afraid of falling down. I couldn’t move, but I shouted something like “It’s OK. You’re not falling down.”, he looked up and saw me. A path opened so the bear could walk to my windowsill. I got a bit afraid because he was still a predator. But I just surrendered and allowed him to come to me. He came near and I petted him. His color then turned white the moment I touched him. Everything changed and the environment disappeared.

I found myself then sitting in a speedboat. I was not alone. I still know that there was a female person with me. We could see the ocean from the glass window inside of the boat. We were moving very fast but then the time kind of stopped, like in a blurring motion we were still moving. Two Dolphins appeared and also came near. It looked like they were smiling, open hearted and happy. Then I saw something dark in the water it looked like blood or oil, some dark fluid in the water below us but we were leaving that behind and it got thinner and thinner.

We landed on an island. The girl told me to go ahead.

I agreed and then I let me drive in a direction. But then I noticed I didn’t know where we were heading to. So I left the car, thanked the driver and started to walk back. The environment looked like it was colonized by the US and Russia and they were allies, everywhere was military crates filled with weapons. I came through a village and I saw a dog barking at me and then starting to running towards me I was kind of scared then, but the dog just ran by and passed without really noticing me. Than I saw some little black bears, which were hold as pets or something like that.

I then moved on and saw a bunch of people surrounding a strange object/machine. There were two people presenting that object. So I got closer to take a better view of it. They saw that I was new, told me that the object could change my behavior and the only thing I had to do was looking in the light that was coming out of it. It could change positively or negatively. They thought I would not believe them and wanted me to try that out but I told them I know that it would work. But I didn’t want myself to be changed that way. I also told them that I think it only is working on people because of the way we perceive things and how our brain works. 90% of our perception is perceived through our eyes so no wounder that would affect us.

Then a new person appeared and told me that he is trying to sabotage them so that they are not using this machine anymore. But they are repairing it faster and faster everytime he sabotages it. So I was tangled between two lines. I was in the centre or maybe I’am the centre.

I’m sure it’s kind of confusing hope you find it still interesting, because I do.

 

Breath deep. Peace. See you soon

brealche

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Releasing

Greetings people.

All this time repressing my thoughts and feeling haha it feels great to release them in expressing. That’s now kinda my understanding of self-expression and the funny thing is as kids we’ve done that, we were present in the moment and expressed what we felt and said what we said as we were able but then we’ve learned and developed attitudes to protect ourself  and distance us from others through parents and eduction and our so called society. At least this goes for me I build a logical shell around me not letting anything out or in, tried to please others for acceptance and not showing what I want or need.. but becoming aware of that everything is shifting.

It’s still kind of wobbly being present in the moment and expressing what is currently up my mind.  I feel kind of sad that I wasn’t able to see this years earlier it seems that it just wasn’t the right time back then, this time was needed to start my recovery so I’m just being grateful for.

Currently I’m experiencing many synchronic moments so I think that path is the right one, especially because there is no right or wrong path. A path is a path therefore nor good nor bad.

Peace. Breath deep.

brealche

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Old paradigm

In attempt to get me in tune with myself. I’m finding old paradigms I sort of developed thru childhood.
“If I am good, then i will be liked and loved, get the desire I want and have a life without problems.” Haha and here goes the thing I tried not to show these desires openly I which thought and this just produced the opposite of what I wanted it just made me feel powerless and weak.
Though trying to live as smooth and non-resistant even if it wasn’t for my sake. I remained a way of not needing and wanting anything Eventhough I desired I didn’t show.
I forgot that one major factor in this is “smooth-problem-free-life” is that life is not smooth or problem-free at all. our pure existence and all around us is by natures chaotic. Is is filled with the unpredictable and beyond my control, which I thought with making less I could escape. But the truth is I really can’t therefore and that just smacked my head today I need and will to surrender myself, it’s not meant to give up or not trying anything.

It’s accepting life the moment and the breath and the problems Which come and which already are I welcome them and am grateful for them to appear in front of me. I’m going to be more keen on learning, growing and being creative about current moments no gooddamn controlling.

Thanks to those who made me realise myself more and more.

My mind is wavery. My breath calm. Thanks for reading glad to hear comments.

“When you say ‘Yes’ to others, make sure you are not saying ‘No’ to yourself.” Paulo Coelho

Peace
brealche
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I made up my mind

Greetings people.

I made up my mind, hahaha kind of funny to say, when you think about you also made up your mind. 😀

What I made up my mind or should I rather say what my mind made up for?
Well I would say releasing. Releasing the beliefs and past problems which do no longer serve me, this procrastination, the needlessness and wantlessness acting. I understand and see things now that I wasn’t able to see thanks to the people around me and with me. All this happened for me to come to this step. I’m stepping up I feel it I really got to do it.
It’s seeing doors which are right in front of you and you being like the wind not knowing where you go but you go the right path.

The wind is accelerating let’s see where and what it brings for me and you.

 

Peace. Breath deep.

brealche

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Rising high

The most beautiful flower will blossoms in a swamp.

Greetings people.

Hope your all fine and healthy.

I have been sick this week but healed myself with thinking differently always wanted to try that and somehow it worked I didn’t take any prescribed medicine the doctor told me to.

The first few days I just sounded like Darth Vader, my head felt so heavy and I felt no energy in doing anything. I wish I had talked a bit more to feel the power, haha.

So what I did was: eating less heavy food since I’m on my way to create my own healthy vegan lifestyle and I’m holding pretty good onto that path I just had some fruits a day. Indeed I lost some weight within these days but it’s not like lost means that I’ll never gain these pounds back again. I’m starting to eat better again so I think next week I’ll be able to train again.

What I also did was analyzing and reflecting what I did or what I thought in past or what was still present but maybe unconscious. And well guess what I found some issues, what else to expect.

Curios about what those issues could be?

One was the way I always tried to attain certain things trying to get the optimal solution or maybe perfect, but which indeed did not exist, and I would probably end up investing less in myself and more in others.

Let me ask you who is the most important person for yourself?

It is yourself. Invest less in others and more in yourself man.

Second was the way I just let my old habits and old thoughts take over a situation which I couldn’t handle first. It happens naturally I know it’s like when your PC is crashing your starting it in safe mode, all unnecessary task will be deactivated. So your running on survival mode your brain shuts down and your doing stupid stuff.

You’re not in control of yourself but you would be able to control everything? OK, have fun.

Third is the way I always express myself in front myself and others.

How can you express yourself when you try attaining anything with solution which are “perfectly” thought out and you got all your habits doing whatever they like?

I can tell you there is no way to express yourself truly, when your doing that.

The reason is you are definitely not in the moment and you are not fine by yourself. Leave the control be and be controlled, know yourself and accept yourself and aware of every moment.

Maybe I forgot some issues or points who have been on my mind, but that doesn’t matter as long as you grasp what I wanted to tell you.

Breath in deep. Thank you for reading, I appreciate it.

 

I am

Feeling fine.

Feeling like expressing myself.

Feeling my deep breath.

Feeling alive.

Peace and enjoy life.

brealche

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