Moonshine, sitting on a tree

I feel the solid branch of the tree supporting my back.

Perfectly fit for me.

Laying in the tree crown.

While the moon shines in Libra.

Weighing thoughts out.

Thoughts created by attaching to the physical world.

Attach emotions to it.

Have not been really aware of it.

Not as I do now.

I’m different from yesterday.

What am I? Who wants to know, someone asked from behind.

Not found an answer yet.

I’m just me.

With memories and thoughts that grow dim.

Building the root.

For the now.

What will I be tomorrow?

Different from now..

What is this all?

 

Enjoy the morning, night and day, wherever you are..

Breath deep the air, hold the wish to live, to manifest.

Give it away exhaling long and slow so it can come back.

Once again.

brealche

 
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I made up my mind

Greetings people.

I made up my mind, hahaha kind of funny to say, when you think about you also made up your mind. 😀

What I made up my mind or should I rather say what my mind made up for?
Well I would say releasing. Releasing the beliefs and past problems which do no longer serve me, this procrastination, the needlessness and wantlessness acting. I understand and see things now that I wasn’t able to see thanks to the people around me and with me. All this happened for me to come to this step. I’m stepping up I feel it I really got to do it.
It’s seeing doors which are right in front of you and you being like the wind not knowing where you go but you go the right path.

The wind is accelerating let’s see where and what it brings for me and you.

 

Peace. Breath deep.

brealche

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Satsang

Greetings People.

Yesterday I went to  my first Satsang (Sanskrit: सत्सङ्ग, sat = means true; sanga = company). It’s being in the company of truth or the good, we sat together in a group spiritual students.

We recited and sang mantras to Ganesha, Shiva and other goddess followed by music. Since I just started I don’t remember the names of the instruments nor the mantras.. But I did feel the “energy” if you can call it like that.

We also did some yoga and mediated to feel our inner self.

We also had the topic of liability and forgiving. We are all liable for the things happening around us (livestock farming, war, racism and the list goes on and on) and we should take our part and be the change we want to have in our environment.

We had to choose one topic or things we thought about where we have failed in our lifes and repeat the following lines in our minds.

I’m sorry.

Please forgive me.

I love you.

Thank you.

 

I felt so much gratitude after this. For myself. For the people around. For the world.

It was accepting my whole being even if it was just for that moment. I still got this feeling in my chest.

 

Hope you enjoyed reading.

Peace

brealche

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Rising high

The most beautiful flower will blossoms in a swamp.

Greetings people.

Hope your all fine and healthy.

I have been sick this week but healed myself with thinking differently always wanted to try that and somehow it worked I didn’t take any prescribed medicine the doctor told me to.

The first few days I just sounded like Darth Vader, my head felt so heavy and I felt no energy in doing anything. I wish I had talked a bit more to feel the power, haha.

So what I did was: eating less heavy food since I’m on my way to create my own healthy vegan lifestyle and I’m holding pretty good onto that path I just had some fruits a day. Indeed I lost some weight within these days but it’s not like lost means that I’ll never gain these pounds back again. I’m starting to eat better again so I think next week I’ll be able to train again.

What I also did was analyzing and reflecting what I did or what I thought in past or what was still present but maybe unconscious. And well guess what I found some issues, what else to expect.

Curios about what those issues could be?

One was the way I always tried to attain certain things trying to get the optimal solution or maybe perfect, but which indeed did not exist, and I would probably end up investing less in myself and more in others.

Let me ask you who is the most important person for yourself?

It is yourself. Invest less in others and more in yourself man.

Second was the way I just let my old habits and old thoughts take over a situation which I couldn’t handle first. It happens naturally I know it’s like when your PC is crashing your starting it in safe mode, all unnecessary task will be deactivated. So your running on survival mode your brain shuts down and your doing stupid stuff.

You’re not in control of yourself but you would be able to control everything? OK, have fun.

Third is the way I always express myself in front myself and others.

How can you express yourself when you try attaining anything with solution which are “perfectly” thought out and you got all your habits doing whatever they like?

I can tell you there is no way to express yourself truly, when your doing that.

The reason is you are definitely not in the moment and you are not fine by yourself. Leave the control be and be controlled, know yourself and accept yourself and aware of every moment.

Maybe I forgot some issues or points who have been on my mind, but that doesn’t matter as long as you grasp what I wanted to tell you.

Breath in deep. Thank you for reading, I appreciate it.

 

I am

Feeling fine.

Feeling like expressing myself.

Feeling my deep breath.

Feeling alive.

Peace and enjoy life.

brealche

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