Bugging my mind

Greetings people.

I just felt like writing so here am I. Tried to sleep but couldn’t stop thinking just now so bringing stuff down here so it’s not bugging my mind anymore.

When one is none? But we got our current ego how can the one become one again and change to something?

Thru moving in the moment? But this moving is kinda hard. Think these downs have to happen, otherwise no movement and no change would happen.

But still it’s kinda annoying, especially because I get angry at myself when realizing things which I should have noticed before.
I mean what is this?

Just gonna live with it, I guess. hahaha

Well that’s it. Just some thoughts coming up, didn’t want to write everything.

 

Enjoy your time and breath deep guys.

brealche

Still in the moment

Greetings people.

I’m currently just letting life flow, accepting people, things coming in and going when they want. Not really clinging to anything, nor to myself or any other. Going with what emotion comes and observing it.

I hope you’re all doing fine.

I got involved in some interesting topics and people. I will also publish some artworks by the end of this week.

If I’m more into the new topics the I’ll have some posts for you.

I’m still on my medition and on my way doing the excercises. Will take a while I guess until a new part will be posted.

I also quit my job and preparing myself for a journey around. To find myself in the world haha.

Til the next post, cya around

Breath deep and enjoy yourself.

brealche

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Moonshine, sitting on a tree

I feel the solid branch of the tree supporting my back.

Perfectly fit for me.

Laying in the tree crown.

While the moon shines in Libra.

Weighing thoughts out.

Thoughts created by attaching to the physical world.

Attach emotions to it.

Have not been really aware of it.

Not as I do now.

I’m different from yesterday.

What am I? Who wants to know, someone asked from behind.

Not found an answer yet.

I’m just me.

With memories and thoughts that grow dim.

Building the root.

For the now.

What will I be tomorrow?

Different from now..

What is this all?

 

Enjoy the morning, night and day, wherever you are..

Breath deep the air, hold the wish to live, to manifest.

Give it away exhaling long and slow so it can come back.

Once again.

brealche

 
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Purposeful will

Greetings people,

As promised here comes the third, I told that I would post a part every week but I took  a bit longer for this part of the programme. But glad I took my time experiencing it fully.

For me I came to realize it even more that our thoughts are cause of our experiences which are the effect. The individual being is acting on the universal. So thought is cause and experience effect, while action is the one connecting them both.

So therefore negative thought isn’t getting you anywhere, complaining about conditions as they have been or as they doesn’t matter it rests with you change them, what you would like them to be.

Direct your effort to your mental resources which are always at your command and from which all real and lasting power comes.

Just persist in this way and come to the realizing fact that there can be no failure in the accomplishment of any proper object in life. Understand that the mind-forces are ever ready to lend themselves to persistent and purposeful will, this is to crystallize thought and desire into actions, events and conditions.

It’s like with every movement you’re learning, if you take martial-arts for example. Doing a kick or a specific technique once won’t  do it at all. You must practice, a thousand times only to learn how to use it, then to master it another thousand times and so on and so on. But why is it like this? Imagine the movement like a conscious thought, you need to act upon this a thousand times just like the kick the so it becomes an automatic movement and passes into the realm of the subconscious mind the solar plexus. It is necessary for is handling all the things we need in our daily life so the conscious mind the brain is freed from these detail and advance to still other activities to learn grow more.

The solar plexus is the point where all energy is meeting, it’s life itself there is no limit to the amount of life and individual may generate from this solar centre, because it is connected with the universal.

When you understand and realize this, you have found a source of power within yourself with which you can take care of any situation in life which may develop.

So to start our next exercise, not only sit perfectly still in meditation and have an overview over your thoughts but also try starting to relax, let go of all the tension you have, this will remove the pressure on your nerves. It will enable the blood to circulate freely to and from the brain and body. Because tension leads to abnormal mental activity of the mind or mental unrest, it produces worry,care, fear and anxiety.

Pleasant thought expands it, unpleasant thought lets the solar plexus our muscle contract, that’s where tension is created.

Relax your body, the body is the mirror of our conscious and subconscious.

I think a good example to make it clearer is to look at why people like getting massaged or doing sport or any sort of physical practice everything can be like meditation, especially when their mind is not at rest, the body mirrors it. You can relax your mind not only through the mind itself but through the body you can relax your mind. Sometimes it can be easier done through body exercise when your mind won’t let you rest.

So hope you can follow my words. 🙂 If not you’re free to ask.

Breath deep, be grounded. Let your thoughts float. Relax your body.

Namaste

brealche

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Typhoon

Greetings people.

I’m constanly meditating before going to bed, it became my practice in the evening and sometimes in morning. I feel more at ease, my body is not trembling, my mind scatters around but I’m centered watching the typhoon of images, thoughts and emotions whirl. It became really fun to sit and just watch and from time to time concentrating my attention on those things, while still being more or less dettached, depends on the topic.

So for me it also became important to think about not only thoughts but also the believe system behind, I use for different topic.

What I/we believe is how it is seen then by me/us? Even if not rational.

I manage to control what negative or positive thoughts I allow to go through my mind and enter my unconsciousness.

I think the thing about our mind is that we think, we think, but indeed our unconsciousness does, it belongs to the body but is also mind.

It’s like a cycle and it somehow seems paradox to me, saying that the unconsciousness mind giving the consciousness mind thoughts to think about and categorize, judge and give back the result to the unconsciousness. When the impression are entering our minds for example as kids nothing is judged all is at it is. No separation between the things because they’re all the same. The older we get then the more judging and separation happen. I think when we reached a certain age it is our duty to get back on the track of what we first started taking the responsibility not only for us but also for our environment.

Well still hard to convert these thoughts into words, but I’m getting closer, so that they are understood. Hope you enjoy.

 

Peace. Breath deep. Namaste _/{}\_

brealche

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Greetings people.

I just meditated and thought about bringing down some thought I had and looked at the time here it’s 10:10 pm, haha really funny. So probably a sign that I’m on the right way where I’m and what I’am. So what am I? An ego-guardian, human, a divine god or everything waiting and observing the data coming in bringing the data in a formation, a pattern which I learned through observing. But since pattern are learned I can manipulate the data, the pattern in this world.

Does that only include my own thoughts and body? Or could it be there is more to that? For example the “reality”, our surrounding that which surrounds us is reflecting us? We’re a reflection of our self, we’re ripples, energy being pushed around, thinking we are  important but we’re just human, we still haven’t really understood. Reflecting reflection of reflection, like a wave, a sound, in -and exhaling, life and death, a cycle, continuing patterns, repeating/reflecting, till we really understand it’s nature.

Without senses there is nothing or not?

When there is nothing around what are we reflecting nothing or everything?

But well, for  me some things/nothings don’t have to be really understood by this analytical mind, more by the unconscious one or is it conscious, here by itself? Haha so paradoxical somehow.

Peace. Breath deep. Namaste _/{}\_

brealche

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Path of the mind(Alchemist/Magician/Freespirit))

Greetings people.

I thought a lot and came to conclusion. That’s were I got to start again. With the thought, my thought, my world, my illusion.

I’m starting a programme for myself the first step is to meditate and breath deep (also choose consciously which nostril you’re inhaling – breathing matters) in the morning and evening and also take a cold shower. I invite you to join meditating, feel the physical level of your ground, surrounding and your body.

From now on every week I’m posting an excercise to help myself creating my world without from my world within.
Let’s become more conscious, let’s dive into this everything which is accelerating to a higher level of mind/consciousness.

Breath deep. Peace. Namaste.

brealche

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Strange dream

Greetings people.

today I really got a strange dream and I’m thinking about what this dream/my unconsciousness wanted to tell. I think I got the message but see for yourself and maybe leave a comment.

Well it started in a town where I have been sometime before in my dreams. I followed a friend of mine a house. When I entered the building I saw normal stairways, my friend walked so fast it was hard to follow. After a few steps the surrounding changed, it looked like in Harry Potter, stairways in all direction, no gravity. My friend did some parkour moves and left me. I somehow was then sitting on the windowsill and could look down. I would have been fallen down when I moved and who knows where that would have ended.
So I looked down and saw a brown bear, also afraid of falling down. I couldn’t move, but I shouted something like “It’s OK. You’re not falling down.”, he looked up and saw me. A path opened so the bear could walk to my windowsill. I got a bit afraid because he was still a predator. But I just surrendered and allowed him to come to me. He came near and I petted him. His color then turned white the moment I touched him. Everything changed and the environment disappeared.

I found myself then sitting in a speedboat. I was not alone. I still know that there was a female person with me. We could see the ocean from the glass window inside of the boat. We were moving very fast but then the time kind of stopped, like in a blurring motion we were still moving. Two Dolphins appeared and also came near. It looked like they were smiling, open hearted and happy. Then I saw something dark in the water it looked like blood or oil, some dark fluid in the water below us but we were leaving that behind and it got thinner and thinner.

We landed on an island. The girl told me to go ahead.

I agreed and then I let me drive in a direction. But then I noticed I didn’t know where we were heading to. So I left the car, thanked the driver and started to walk back. The environment looked like it was colonized by the US and Russia and they were allies, everywhere was military crates filled with weapons. I came through a village and I saw a dog barking at me and then starting to running towards me I was kind of scared then, but the dog just ran by and passed without really noticing me. Than I saw some little black bears, which were hold as pets or something like that.

I then moved on and saw a bunch of people surrounding a strange object/machine. There were two people presenting that object. So I got closer to take a better view of it. They saw that I was new, told me that the object could change my behavior and the only thing I had to do was looking in the light that was coming out of it. It could change positively or negatively. They thought I would not believe them and wanted me to try that out but I told them I know that it would work. But I didn’t want myself to be changed that way. I also told them that I think it only is working on people because of the way we perceive things and how our brain works. 90% of our perception is perceived through our eyes so no wounder that would affect us.

Then a new person appeared and told me that he is trying to sabotage them so that they are not using this machine anymore. But they are repairing it faster and faster everytime he sabotages it. So I was tangled between two lines. I was in the centre or maybe I’am the centre.

I’m sure it’s kind of confusing hope you find it still interesting, because I do.

 

Breath deep. Peace. See you soon

brealche

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Quote ‘3’

“The word ‘person’ comes from the Latin word ‘persona’, which referred to the masks worn by actors in which sound would come through. The ‘person’ is the maskーthe role you’re playing. And all your friends and relations and teachers are busy telling you who you are and what your role in life is.” ~Alan Watts

Greetings people.

I totally agree with this quote, that’s exactly the reason why I kind of struggle now when leaving this mask behind. Letting myself be seen.

Currently I have such an insight to all things concerning me.

How I become what I’am and not what I’am, I let my little self be fooled by the surroundings back then and closed myself of this world and put on a mask. So that everyone appreciate me and accepts me instead of me accepting and appreciating myself.

I think I’m kind of repeating myself with my posts but I don’t care I write what’s on my mind and it’s for me it’s like I’m trying to convince myself. I still can’t believe it really, got some work to do.

It’s just so funny to see this in the now in this moment.

Breath deep. Peace

brealche