Walking past gains momentum

Walking the path I walked in the past.

The universe and all is one.

Funny to see how everything changes.

You could say the environment only changes because of you

And the you is only changing because of the environment.

Without the you, the self, the observing mind.

Nothing can be observed.

So you can observe nothing by not observing. Haha

This is all so paradox but logic in a sense.

It’s probably really like that.

That without the constant vibration of your body and energy.

You wouldn’t exist at all, but would exist everywhere.

 

Don’t know if you can grasp the thought, but I hope you do because I’m tired.

 

Breath deep. Namaste.

 

brealche

Moonshine, sitting on a tree

I feel the solid branch of the tree supporting my back.

Perfectly fit for me.

Laying in the tree crown.

While the moon shines in Libra.

Weighing thoughts out.

Thoughts created by attaching to the physical world.

Attach emotions to it.

Have not been really aware of it.

Not as I do now.

I’m different from yesterday.

What am I? Who wants to know, someone asked from behind.

Not found an answer yet.

I’m just me.

With memories and thoughts that grow dim.

Building the root.

For the now.

What will I be tomorrow?

Different from now..

What is this all?

 

Enjoy the morning, night and day, wherever you are..

Breath deep the air, hold the wish to live, to manifest.

Give it away exhaling long and slow so it can come back.

Once again.

brealche

 
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Typhoon

Greetings people.

I’m constanly meditating before going to bed, it became my practice in the evening and sometimes in morning. I feel more at ease, my body is not trembling, my mind scatters around but I’m centered watching the typhoon of images, thoughts and emotions whirl. It became really fun to sit and just watch and from time to time concentrating my attention on those things, while still being more or less dettached, depends on the topic.

So for me it also became important to think about not only thoughts but also the believe system behind, I use for different topic.

What I/we believe is how it is seen then by me/us? Even if not rational.

I manage to control what negative or positive thoughts I allow to go through my mind and enter my unconsciousness.

I think the thing about our mind is that we think, we think, but indeed our unconsciousness does, it belongs to the body but is also mind.

It’s like a cycle and it somehow seems paradox to me, saying that the unconsciousness mind giving the consciousness mind thoughts to think about and categorize, judge and give back the result to the unconsciousness. When the impression are entering our minds for example as kids nothing is judged all is at it is. No separation between the things because they’re all the same. The older we get then the more judging and separation happen. I think when we reached a certain age it is our duty to get back on the track of what we first started taking the responsibility not only for us but also for our environment.

Well still hard to convert these thoughts into words, but I’m getting closer, so that they are understood. Hope you enjoy.

 

Peace. Breath deep. Namaste _/{}\_

brealche

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Calming

Greetings people.

Since I haven’t mastered the 2nd Part of the programme the 3rd part will be missing. Sorry for the waiting. I became more mindful of my body and especially my mind I also started to meditated with a special person of mine and we’re experiencing funny things/thoughts, which we are sharing afterwards and which surprise us that there are similiar even though we’re “far” away from each other, while in the meditative state. I don’t know if it has to be like in order to calm the mind and learn to focus on something or someone specific to reach for, but it’s like that for the moment and that’s fine.

When sitting meditating/zazen, my body has stopped more or less the trembling and calms “fast” my mind is also becoming more still but from time to time many images are passing through, thoughts connected to picture and building a sphere which is accelerating at a high pace so you cannot really grasp a thought or image. But if I manage to get a grasp on one it feels great and I remember it through the next days until it starts to fade.

Until I grasp the thoughts I want to slow the accelerating thoughts down and break through the middle the 3rd part will be postponed. I don’t think that it will take so long.

Hope your enjoying reading.

Peace. Breath deep. Namaste

brealche

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I made up my mind

Greetings people.

I made up my mind, hahaha kind of funny to say, when you think about you also made up your mind. 😀

What I made up my mind or should I rather say what my mind made up for?
Well I would say releasing. Releasing the beliefs and past problems which do no longer serve me, this procrastination, the needlessness and wantlessness acting. I understand and see things now that I wasn’t able to see thanks to the people around me and with me. All this happened for me to come to this step. I’m stepping up I feel it I really got to do it.
It’s seeing doors which are right in front of you and you being like the wind not knowing where you go but you go the right path.

The wind is accelerating let’s see where and what it brings for me and you.

 

Peace. Breath deep.

brealche

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Satsang

Greetings People.

Yesterday I went to  my first Satsang (Sanskrit: सत्सङ्ग, sat = means true; sanga = company). It’s being in the company of truth or the good, we sat together in a group spiritual students.

We recited and sang mantras to Ganesha, Shiva and other goddess followed by music. Since I just started I don’t remember the names of the instruments nor the mantras.. But I did feel the “energy” if you can call it like that.

We also did some yoga and mediated to feel our inner self.

We also had the topic of liability and forgiving. We are all liable for the things happening around us (livestock farming, war, racism and the list goes on and on) and we should take our part and be the change we want to have in our environment.

We had to choose one topic or things we thought about where we have failed in our lifes and repeat the following lines in our minds.

I’m sorry.

Please forgive me.

I love you.

Thank you.

 

I felt so much gratitude after this. For myself. For the people around. For the world.

It was accepting my whole being even if it was just for that moment. I still got this feeling in my chest.

 

Hope you enjoyed reading.

Peace

brealche

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Rising high

The most beautiful flower will blossoms in a swamp.

Greetings people.

Hope your all fine and healthy.

I have been sick this week but healed myself with thinking differently always wanted to try that and somehow it worked I didn’t take any prescribed medicine the doctor told me to.

The first few days I just sounded like Darth Vader, my head felt so heavy and I felt no energy in doing anything. I wish I had talked a bit more to feel the power, haha.

So what I did was: eating less heavy food since I’m on my way to create my own healthy vegan lifestyle and I’m holding pretty good onto that path I just had some fruits a day. Indeed I lost some weight within these days but it’s not like lost means that I’ll never gain these pounds back again. I’m starting to eat better again so I think next week I’ll be able to train again.

What I also did was analyzing and reflecting what I did or what I thought in past or what was still present but maybe unconscious. And well guess what I found some issues, what else to expect.

Curios about what those issues could be?

One was the way I always tried to attain certain things trying to get the optimal solution or maybe perfect, but which indeed did not exist, and I would probably end up investing less in myself and more in others.

Let me ask you who is the most important person for yourself?

It is yourself. Invest less in others and more in yourself man.

Second was the way I just let my old habits and old thoughts take over a situation which I couldn’t handle first. It happens naturally I know it’s like when your PC is crashing your starting it in safe mode, all unnecessary task will be deactivated. So your running on survival mode your brain shuts down and your doing stupid stuff.

You’re not in control of yourself but you would be able to control everything? OK, have fun.

Third is the way I always express myself in front myself and others.

How can you express yourself when you try attaining anything with solution which are “perfectly” thought out and you got all your habits doing whatever they like?

I can tell you there is no way to express yourself truly, when your doing that.

The reason is you are definitely not in the moment and you are not fine by yourself. Leave the control be and be controlled, know yourself and accept yourself and aware of every moment.

Maybe I forgot some issues or points who have been on my mind, but that doesn’t matter as long as you grasp what I wanted to tell you.

Breath in deep. Thank you for reading, I appreciate it.

 

I am

Feeling fine.

Feeling like expressing myself.

Feeling my deep breath.

Feeling alive.

Peace and enjoy life.

brealche

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