Typhoon

Greetings people.

I’m constanly meditating before going to bed, it became my practice in the evening and sometimes in morning. I feel more at ease, my body is not trembling, my mind scatters around but I’m centered watching the typhoon of images, thoughts and emotions whirl. It became really fun to sit and just watch and from time to time concentrating my attention on those things, while still being more or less dettached, depends on the topic.

So for me it also became important to think about not only thoughts but also the believe system behind, I use for different topic.

What I/we believe is how it is seen then by me/us? Even if not rational.

I manage to control what negative or positive thoughts I allow to go through my mind and enter my unconsciousness.

I think the thing about our mind is that we think, we think, but indeed our unconsciousness does, it belongs to the body but is also mind.

It’s like a cycle and it somehow seems paradox to me, saying that the unconsciousness mind giving the consciousness mind thoughts to think about and categorize, judge and give back the result to the unconsciousness. When the impression are entering our minds for example as kids nothing is judged all is at it is. No separation between the things because they’re all the same. The older we get then the more judging and separation happen. I think when we reached a certain age it is our duty to get back on the track of what we first started taking the responsibility not only for us but also for our environment.

Well still hard to convert these thoughts into words, but I’m getting closer, so that they are understood. Hope you enjoy.

 

Peace. Breath deep. Namaste _/{}\_

brealche

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Greetings people.

I just meditated and thought about bringing down some thought I had and looked at the time here it’s 10:10 pm, haha really funny. So probably a sign that I’m on the right way where I’m and what I’am. So what am I? An ego-guardian, human, a divine god or everything waiting and observing the data coming in bringing the data in a formation, a pattern which I learned through observing. But since pattern are learned I can manipulate the data, the pattern in this world.

Does that only include my own thoughts and body? Or could it be there is more to that? For example the “reality”, our surrounding that which surrounds us is reflecting us? We’re a reflection of our self, we’re ripples, energy being pushed around, thinking we are  important but we’re just human, we still haven’t really understood. Reflecting reflection of reflection, like a wave, a sound, in -and exhaling, life and death, a cycle, continuing patterns, repeating/reflecting, till we really understand it’s nature.

Without senses there is nothing or not?

When there is nothing around what are we reflecting nothing or everything?

But well, for  me some things/nothings don’t have to be really understood by this analytical mind, more by the unconscious one or is it conscious, here by itself? Haha so paradoxical somehow.

Peace. Breath deep. Namaste _/{}\_

brealche

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Calming

Greetings people.

Since I haven’t mastered the 2nd Part of the programme the 3rd part will be missing. Sorry for the waiting. I became more mindful of my body and especially my mind I also started to meditated with a special person of mine and we’re experiencing funny things/thoughts, which we are sharing afterwards and which surprise us that there are similiar even though we’re “far” away from each other, while in the meditative state. I don’t know if it has to be like in order to calm the mind and learn to focus on something or someone specific to reach for, but it’s like that for the moment and that’s fine.

When sitting meditating/zazen, my body has stopped more or less the trembling and calms “fast” my mind is also becoming more still but from time to time many images are passing through, thoughts connected to picture and building a sphere which is accelerating at a high pace so you cannot really grasp a thought or image. But if I manage to get a grasp on one it feels great and I remember it through the next days until it starts to fade.

Until I grasp the thoughts I want to slow the accelerating thoughts down and break through the middle the 3rd part will be postponed. I don’t think that it will take so long.

Hope your enjoying reading.

Peace. Breath deep. Namaste

brealche

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Stepping into the woods

Greetings people.

As promise the next part, what I forgot to say last time select only one room where everything is quite and in place with no disturbance nor in the air, frequency or noicewise.

Now we got control of our physical being, if not start again.
This time we’re more focusing on our thoughts. Just let all the thoughts come good or bad doesn’t matter just observe them and don’t cling to them. Do this until you are able to only have the kind of thoughts you desire.

If you master this you will see more clearly how many and what thoughts you had.

Peace. Breath deep. Namaste

brealche
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Pursuing the path of the mind

Greetings people.

For those who joined the meditation, yoga or workout which is also for the mind because the shape and form of the body also shapes the mind, I got some question which need to be answered comment or answer them for yourself.

1. What is the world without in its relation to the world within?

2. Upon what does all possession depend?

3. How is the individual related to the objective world?

4. How is he related to the universal mind?

5. What is the universal mind?

6. How can the individual act on the universal?

7. What is the result of this action and interaction?

8. How are harmonious and desirable conditions secured?

9. What is the cause of all discord, inharmony, lack and limitation?

10. What is the source of all powers?

Hope to see some answers, the next step will be posted soon 🙂

Peace. Breath deep. Namaste

brealche

Path of the mind(Alchemist/Magician/Freespirit))

Greetings people.

I thought a lot and came to conclusion. That’s were I got to start again. With the thought, my thought, my world, my illusion.

I’m starting a programme for myself the first step is to meditate and breath deep (also choose consciously which nostril you’re inhaling – breathing matters) in the morning and evening and also take a cold shower. I invite you to join meditating, feel the physical level of your ground, surrounding and your body.

From now on every week I’m posting an excercise to help myself creating my world without from my world within.
Let’s become more conscious, let’s dive into this everything which is accelerating to a higher level of mind/consciousness.

Breath deep. Peace. Namaste.

brealche

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Strange dream

Greetings people.

today I really got a strange dream and I’m thinking about what this dream/my unconsciousness wanted to tell. I think I got the message but see for yourself and maybe leave a comment.

Well it started in a town where I have been sometime before in my dreams. I followed a friend of mine a house. When I entered the building I saw normal stairways, my friend walked so fast it was hard to follow. After a few steps the surrounding changed, it looked like in Harry Potter, stairways in all direction, no gravity. My friend did some parkour moves and left me. I somehow was then sitting on the windowsill and could look down. I would have been fallen down when I moved and who knows where that would have ended.
So I looked down and saw a brown bear, also afraid of falling down. I couldn’t move, but I shouted something like “It’s OK. You’re not falling down.”, he looked up and saw me. A path opened so the bear could walk to my windowsill. I got a bit afraid because he was still a predator. But I just surrendered and allowed him to come to me. He came near and I petted him. His color then turned white the moment I touched him. Everything changed and the environment disappeared.

I found myself then sitting in a speedboat. I was not alone. I still know that there was a female person with me. We could see the ocean from the glass window inside of the boat. We were moving very fast but then the time kind of stopped, like in a blurring motion we were still moving. Two Dolphins appeared and also came near. It looked like they were smiling, open hearted and happy. Then I saw something dark in the water it looked like blood or oil, some dark fluid in the water below us but we were leaving that behind and it got thinner and thinner.

We landed on an island. The girl told me to go ahead.

I agreed and then I let me drive in a direction. But then I noticed I didn’t know where we were heading to. So I left the car, thanked the driver and started to walk back. The environment looked like it was colonized by the US and Russia and they were allies, everywhere was military crates filled with weapons. I came through a village and I saw a dog barking at me and then starting to running towards me I was kind of scared then, but the dog just ran by and passed without really noticing me. Than I saw some little black bears, which were hold as pets or something like that.

I then moved on and saw a bunch of people surrounding a strange object/machine. There were two people presenting that object. So I got closer to take a better view of it. They saw that I was new, told me that the object could change my behavior and the only thing I had to do was looking in the light that was coming out of it. It could change positively or negatively. They thought I would not believe them and wanted me to try that out but I told them I know that it would work. But I didn’t want myself to be changed that way. I also told them that I think it only is working on people because of the way we perceive things and how our brain works. 90% of our perception is perceived through our eyes so no wounder that would affect us.

Then a new person appeared and told me that he is trying to sabotage them so that they are not using this machine anymore. But they are repairing it faster and faster everytime he sabotages it. So I was tangled between two lines. I was in the centre or maybe I’am the centre.

I’m sure it’s kind of confusing hope you find it still interesting, because I do.

 

Breath deep. Peace. See you soon

brealche

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Quote ‘3’

“The word ‘person’ comes from the Latin word ‘persona’, which referred to the masks worn by actors in which sound would come through. The ‘person’ is the maskーthe role you’re playing. And all your friends and relations and teachers are busy telling you who you are and what your role in life is.” ~Alan Watts

Greetings people.

I totally agree with this quote, that’s exactly the reason why I kind of struggle now when leaving this mask behind. Letting myself be seen.

Currently I have such an insight to all things concerning me.

How I become what I’am and not what I’am, I let my little self be fooled by the surroundings back then and closed myself of this world and put on a mask. So that everyone appreciate me and accepts me instead of me accepting and appreciating myself.

I think I’m kind of repeating myself with my posts but I don’t care I write what’s on my mind and it’s for me it’s like I’m trying to convince myself. I still can’t believe it really, got some work to do.

It’s just so funny to see this in the now in this moment.

Breath deep. Peace

brealche

Releasing

Greetings people.

All this time repressing my thoughts and feeling haha it feels great to release them in expressing. That’s now kinda my understanding of self-expression and the funny thing is as kids we’ve done that, we were present in the moment and expressed what we felt and said what we said as we were able but then we’ve learned and developed attitudes to protect ourself  and distance us from others through parents and eduction and our so called society. At least this goes for me I build a logical shell around me not letting anything out or in, tried to please others for acceptance and not showing what I want or need.. but becoming aware of that everything is shifting.

It’s still kind of wobbly being present in the moment and expressing what is currently up my mind.  I feel kind of sad that I wasn’t able to see this years earlier it seems that it just wasn’t the right time back then, this time was needed to start my recovery so I’m just being grateful for.

Currently I’m experiencing many synchronic moments so I think that path is the right one, especially because there is no right or wrong path. A path is a path therefore nor good nor bad.

Peace. Breath deep.

brealche

🙂